Prayer & Meditation
Alright. Let me just say that step 11 has been a surprise. I’ll be straight up honest. I kind of expected, as a long-time Christian now doing the steps as a tool in my apprenticeship to Jesus, that I had already been working step 11 for years, so I’d just kind of jump right into 12 once I got there. Then I got to step 11 and felt like God just made it an inescapable question: “Don’t you need to improve your conscious contact with me? Hasn’t your inner life gotten weaker and weaker over the years in many ways?” The Holy Spirit and the habit of greater honesty with God and myself that the previous steps had just instilled has kept me from saying “no” to either question. So I’m now in the middle of seeking to improve my conscious contact with God through prayer and meditation. And I’m very grateful to be doing so.
On that front, some of the online Christian Classics, particularly Jeremy Taylor’s Holy Living, has been really helping me, along with listening and reading the Message, as well as a more typical bible.